Unproductive Thursday

If I have learned anything in the last day, it's that if you're going to blog while your kids are awake and playing near you, then to save, save, SAVE!

Twice Lex has knocked the cable out of the laptop 'causing it to die and me to lose my work. Thankfully I had saved yesterday's post, and today's was only a little bit of information to lose.
Anyway, I couldn't sleep last night so I decided to load my full memory card onto the computer and hard drive. Of course I ended up reminiscing as I looked at each picture.
I had been at my new favorite blog earlier http://www.kellehampton.com/and came across some pictures she had taken of her pregnant friend and became saddened that I hadn't taken more pregnant belly pictures of myself pregnant with Miley! I searched through my pictures to see what the last pregnant pic I had was and it was 5 days before Miley's c-section. 5 days is a lot! I was probably so much bigger and rounder then 5 days previous...I wasn't even holding my belly or my shirt taught to accentuate my belly, then I got depressed 'cause i'll never be pregnant again. I'll never feel the kicks and hiccups of my baby inside of me. That quiet moment at night when you can't sleep and it's dark and you feel them kick and you know your not alone. I'm really going to miss that.
I'm also going to miss having a snuggly baby nestled into me, breathing heavily, snorting as she stretches...Miley's still sleeping with me but time goes by so fast when you have kids that I'm sure I'll blink and she'll be a year old, sleeping in her own crib in her own room. So I know I will miss that. and it will be years before she'll beable to come into our room on our own and snuggle herself in to me. So I best enjoy and savor her snuggles now. :)
Awww...quiet. 20 after midnight...everyones asleep. I finally get my peace. I wrote the above this morning with the kids running wild. I think bloggin' is best to be done at night! haha.
We had a pretty unproductive day, which they usually have been lately.
The kids lounged in their jammies all day, I however got dressed, as we were supposed to go to the Airpark for a walk with a friend but it was way to cold, and her little one was sick with a croupy cough and eye infection. So we will have to reschedule.
She did drop off her Beco Baby Carrier for me to try out with Miss Miley! The bjorn is just way to hard on the back. I got pretty frustrated trying to get it to work though, I will go up to Firefly and see if they can help me out.
Lex was in a funky mood again today. I know a big part of his acting out is because he's not getting enough attention and he's not stimulated. He's so bored, but the weather and having a new baby, and Kaylea hasn't really left me with a lot of time to do fun things. but I am going to try! It's so not fair to him.
Anyway I best be going to bed. my eyes are drooping.